Whelp... Hello October.
Jul. 3rd, 2008 05:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thescarletwomanYep. I'm already registered for October. Score came in today -- few days earlier than scheduled which was fine with me. Well, would have been fine if my score wasn't so low.
Alright. So, I'm sure a lot of people would be happy with a 154. I'm in the 60th percentile. But still... It's not what I wanted. I was hoping to score about 165. That's what I was testing before I took the actual test. Needless to say, I'm so fucking disappointed in myself it's not funny. I'm just feeling like anytime I try to push my life in a direction I get a door slammed in my face. I couldn't get into schools for Music History. Tried (albeit one) school for violin performance and got rejected. And now scoring so low.
I'm just... I feel absolutely lost.
♥ Thanks, guys, for putting up with me. And thanks for all the amazingly brilliant comments on my last couple of posts. I seriously do not know what I'd do without you guys right now. I really, really don't. I'm blessed to have such amazing and supportive friends. I'll hit up replies tomorrow. Right now... I'm just not up for looking at much.
I need a hug right about now. *sigh* Or some vodka.
Alright. So, I'm sure a lot of people would be happy with a 154. I'm in the 60th percentile. But still... It's not what I wanted. I was hoping to score about 165. That's what I was testing before I took the actual test. Needless to say, I'm so fucking disappointed in myself it's not funny. I'm just feeling like anytime I try to push my life in a direction I get a door slammed in my face. I couldn't get into schools for Music History. Tried (albeit one) school for violin performance and got rejected. And now scoring so low.
I'm just... I feel absolutely lost.
♥ Thanks, guys, for putting up with me. And thanks for all the amazingly brilliant comments on my last couple of posts. I seriously do not know what I'd do without you guys right now. I really, really don't. I'm blessed to have such amazing and supportive friends. I'll hit up replies tomorrow. Right now... I'm just not up for looking at much.
I need a hug right about now. *sigh* Or some vodka.
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Date: 2008-07-03 10:03 pm (UTC)This is just a sign of how much standardised tests fail. I'm so sorry. It's so unfair on you, when you were doing so much better than that in the practice tests! I know it's impossible, but you shouldn't feel disappointed in yourself. You did your best, and you did well. And hey, in October I bet you'll do even better than 165.
I come from the UK, so I don't know about LSATS, but I'm absolutely sure doing 'badly' (for someone who's clever) doesn't in any way mean your life can't go firmly in this direction.
We do not put up with you, we are happy you're here. And hey, if I don't get my AAB in August (to get into my uni) believe me, there will be a lot of emo posts. It's the way life goes sometimes.