I am not happy with where I am as a person either. It's like a cycle though... You get in that place you don't like and then you do something about it, thus causing yourself to be in a place you like, then you feel like you are on top of the world. and then it starts over again.
As long as the cycle isn't manic... as long as it takes a significant amount of time to go through the cycle things are good. If you are going through the cycle in a short amount of time... you need more help than friends online can give.
With everything that has gone on in the last two years with us and the kids, I am not happy where I am... but I am doing something about it. Is there any one thing you can change? Something that you can control?
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Date: 2008-03-12 08:47 pm (UTC)I am not happy with where I am as a person either. It's like a cycle though... You get in that place you don't like and then you do something about it, thus causing yourself to be in a place you like, then you feel like you are on top of the world. and then it starts over again.
As long as the cycle isn't manic... as long as it takes a significant amount of time to go through the cycle things are good. If you are going through the cycle in a short amount of time... you need more help than friends online can give.
With everything that has gone on in the last two years with us and the kids, I am not happy where I am... but I am doing something about it. Is there any one thing you can change? Something that you can control?
and I apologize if I am rambling too much