Whelp... Hello October.

[thescarletwoman]

Yep. I'm already registered for October. Score came in today -- few days earlier than scheduled which was fine with me. Well, would have been fine if my score wasn't so low.

Alright. So, I'm sure a lot of people would be happy with a 154. I'm in the 60th percentile. But still... It's not what I wanted. I was hoping to score about 165. That's what I was testing before I took the actual test. Needless to say, I'm so fucking disappointed in myself it's not funny. I'm just feeling like anytime I try to push my life in a direction I get a door slammed in my face. I couldn't get into schools for Music History. Tried (albeit one) school for violin performance and got rejected. And now scoring so low.

I'm just... I feel absolutely lost.

♥ Thanks, guys, for putting up with me. And thanks for all the amazingly brilliant comments on my last couple of posts. I seriously do not know what I'd do without you guys right now. I really, really don't. I'm blessed to have such amazing and supportive friends. I'll hit up replies tomorrow. Right now... I'm just not up for looking at much.

I need a hug right about now. *sigh* Or some vodka.

Comments

[dark-branwen.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry, love. *hugs* I know how much you wanted that score. But I still think 154 is AMAZING, especially considering the fact that you did not come from a pre-law background. So I hope that once the initial sadness wears off and you take a proper vodka bath, you will feel better about that. Because I hate seeing you feeling bad about something you did good on or not fully appreciating your level of awesome.

I've looked over some other comments, and I just wanted to ask if you had looked around at other schools that would take that score? Sometimes, a school that isn't Tier 1 might wind up being better for you because of location, cost, or some different spins on the law program.

I'm also curious as to hear what sort of law you're thinking of going into? Will Lia be like Jack McCoy? :D