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Mutterings of a Music History Major ([personal profile] thescarletwoman) wrote2005-11-14 12:59 pm
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I have a life again

Well, COMPANY closed on Sunday and I have a life again. Well... somewhat.

Though, I suppose that technically the show closed on Saturday as the show started at 11:30, but by the time it ENDED it was 2 am... so you decide when the show OFICIALLY closed. Anyway... it was an amazing run. I really do miss it. Since Oltman is probably going to be an ass, I doubt I'm playing for the Opera so it was an amazing show to go out with. I'll miss it. A lot.

In other news... I'm starting to really get scared to death about Grad School. I sent the first application for Cincinnati Conservatory of Music (CCM) off last night. I felt like throwing up after I hit the send button. It's... there's no going back now. Granted, I WANT to go to grad school and I know this is what I want to do... but I have this nagging feeling that... what if I'm not... GOOD enough to get in. My school doesn't DO a lot with awards or research projects or anything like that and that's all these schools want on their apps. And most of them are hard to get into. So does that put me at the bottom of the pile?

*sigh*

Now just have to finish three more apps and all my 'statement of purpose' essays.

*head explodes*

I know I owe a massive amount of comments from my poll about my new layout. And I think it came down to a choice between House or Firefly/Serenity. *smooch* Thanks for the input. I'll make my new layout tomorrow. <3

[identity profile] teh-del.livejournal.com 2005-11-14 10:10 am (UTC)(link)
Good luck getting in, sweets!

[identity profile] jateshi.livejournal.com 2005-11-14 10:37 am (UTC)(link)
*huggity* Deep breath, you'll be fine. FINE. (because I said so and while I may not be you, I am right on this)

*huggities again* Deep breath, love, deep breath. Best of luck (as always) and I'll hope to be on to talk to you tonight.

[identity profile] chapstickmess.livejournal.com 2005-11-14 10:48 am (UTC)(link)
QUESTION

Is there any chance you have mp3s of Wicked and Rent?

-bats eyelashes-

[identity profile] thescarletwoman.livejournal.com 2005-11-22 09:39 am (UTC)(link)
*REPEATED HEADDESK*

I SO thought I replied to this. And apparently didn't.

Yes, I have both. And I have both the movie cast and OBC of Rent. Which of those do you want? I'm home for thanksgiving and on teh evil dialup but on sunday I can send you everything. (to where to send it)

[identity profile] dark-branwen.livejournal.com 2005-11-14 12:37 pm (UTC)(link)
You'll get in. I know you will.

And remember, there's always the mafia.

[identity profile] starshine-rain6.livejournal.com 2005-11-14 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
If I got into a good musicology program with a BW background then you can do it too! Just keep chipping away at those applications and try not to go insane (yet). :)

[identity profile] adaptor.livejournal.com 2005-11-15 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
Firefly/Serenity is prettier than House by a long shot. House is, I think, better for icons.

Good luck with the Grad apps! We all believe in you! :-)