*big hugs* You are NOT a fucking failure. Standardized tests like this are the work of the devil and sometimes they're just hard to fathom. I pretty much tanked on my GREs 3 times before I went and took a Kaplan course which helped me a lot. My PSATs? Total failure. My SATs? Tanked the first time, did better the second time. The only ones I ever did well on were my ACTs and that's because they were more reading comprehension than just those stupid analogies etc. (To this day, my parents think my awful PSAT scores were due to my missing a question and then putting the wrong answers in the wrong line all the way through. It might even be true!)

Even if you don't get into law school, that doesn't mean you're a failure. *insert nasty lawyer joke of your choice here* My maternal grandfather (who was a professional violinist, btw!) only went to law school to impress his would-be in-laws. Once he got out, he refused to take the bar or go further because he hated lawyers...and went back to being a musician. :)